I keep hearing this voice that I’m a failure at the easiest thing. Why did I have to go grab that cookie at freaking 11pm?! The fact is, I am overweight, I am 5’5” and 180lb. I know that I ain’t beautiful to what the media says and I want to believe that I am but my head is rejecting it. I am fat, I am fat, I am fat, and that’s not a good thing.